as if i everything i do were plotted and i just do what it told me to do.
wake up > go to campus > do my homework > another study > got tired > go to sleep
and just do the same thing over and over and over again and again and again for like days weeks and months.
well i didnt say i wasnt happy.
i AM happy. enjoy what im doing and happy with my friends, they're lovely.
and they did gave me surprises, 2 this month. i got two crazy pictures that made me cry and smiles every time i see it (thanks by the way!). at those time i didn't feel so plain. i laughed a lot and i felt like i was the same me back in high school. 1 full day of laughing and the next day my plainly life returns.
thats just it!
i was thinking maybe this is because i don't really have someone special.
suddenly my ex showed up (again) and i thought, just thought for a second that we could actually be friends until he did the usual ritual. then another boy showed up and cant keep his eyes of my pics (i hate that you know). he sadly couldn't even digest the word "leave me alone" and i decided to say a forever goodbye cause sorry i just blocked you boy! aha! yea rite why do i always have to deal with obsessive boys?
After a rethinking i decided that i dont need someone special rite now.
All i'm going to do is just continue my life, driving my car straightly and safely!
i just need to get more focus on keeping my family even closer than before and just eat up my plain yogurt with a smile :') maybe plain yogurt isn't that bad after all. i just hope that next time i could get some flavor.
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